Evolving Nonsense and Stuff

i really hate those hours that no one is up…

when you’re taking a break at about 3 or 4 am, and you need to wind up a lil more before getting back to trying to work, its a little difficult when you need to be relatively quiet and no one is up to collaborate with. ever.

sounds kind of whiny, but i havent started college yet am on a semester off (but i got everything in for my application now). it just ends up hitting me at that time when i need some human interaction to keep some of the energy flowing…

also, i still havent gotten back to a truly productive state creatively after a year in military training in the south an all expense paid trip to the south, and that is making it a little harder, and kind of discouraging. just came across an idea book from my senior year and was amazed at the great ideas i had in one session then compared to days of effort now. i really need to get this under control before i get into college…